Tuesday, 23 October 2012

A new Beginning or end of dreams... Small Things Big Meaning

"End of dreams" is a very large term.. but some day we all experience it. I do not know how much you would agree with this, for some it may be negative thinking for some its an unreasonable statement.

I am at a stage where i want to start a new life with my partner. Before i begin there are so many questions about my future. How will there be a future without a present!

Its all about what is NOT there. No one even wants to notice what is THERE. There is one house the question is why only one? There are two cars the question is why two? There is a big family the question is why not nuclear? Hope you know where i am getting to..

One big family means a huge support. Two cars means convenience to more than one person. One house means they dine together. Small things Big Meaning!

I am getting negative about things not because things are not working out the way i want them to but because the view about everyone around is so narrowed down. Suddenly the most savored emotions of Love Respect etc are being ignored.

One feels so left out and alone suddenly. You are surrounded with people but the ones whom you seek support from are no where to be seen. You hear so many words in just few hours but not the few positive words which you want to hear from so long.

Just hoping i do not leave my dream world- so calm so positive and beautiful..

Saturday, 5 November 2011

Roller Coaster Ride....

There are times when everything is so perfect and then suddenly nothing is perfect. Nothing seems in the right place and at the right time.Past few weeks were just so HORRIBLE.....

Life gives it all and life takes it all...!! Contradicting but true.
We all try to give our best to/for everybody/thing. But not necessarily they have to be the best for others... what seems right to you and me may seem wrong to him... thats when the contradicting statement is proved right.

I convince myself each day... everything happens for the best:-) Believe me i am still not convinced ;-)




Sunday, 16 October 2011

Yeh hai Mumbai ....

There are so many things around us..... Around Mumbai.. I will term it THE MUMBAI CITY....
A city where everything is so perfect n everything so imperfect. A city with which one can relate to... Relate every single happening in our life....
My girl ditched me n next day I saw her so closely walking with some other guy..... Its 10pm n I'm still in office.... I need a promotion gotta spend a good time with my boss.... My wife has gone for a party n I'm baby sitting .....This happens only in MUMBAI.... These are just small examples of MUMBAI city .....
I can relate my life to this city so well... They say people are practical ... I say our city is practical .... N we believe in adapting to our surroundings ....
Everything around us is so fast moving n we are just trying to cope up with the pace... So we became practical...
What's being practical ... Wen you find a working woman to get married because you can't handle the expense .... Wen you make your son or daughter a doctor or engineer only because Mr Verma Mrs Tondon etc etc boast about how intelligent their kids are.... A kid behaves really well at home suddenly only because he/she wants permission for a night out....
I wish we could do all this whole heartedly n not because we are asked to or because that's the need of the moment .


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Hey


Back on blogging after almost a year..... just realized its so important to speak everything you think or feel..... but not all can hear it... u keep sulking...u decide to share your view on things..... no one understands or rather relates to your look out..... n u see no hope around that anything will change..... Thats y im back to blogging.... helps me to express myself.

Its not a informative blog... its a perspective to small small things in life which have some big meaning behind them :)

Its just the way you look at things !!!