Why is the validity of serenity so short?

I very strongly believe that peace is directly proportional to expectations.. I'm sure u will second that too..

The moment we r content about everything in our surroundings there will be someone around us to advice us on how we should be expecting something more. How funny... U wait for something so important to happen.. It happens finally..  n here u take a sigh of relief.. U r still basking in the glory of ur achievement and someone shakes u from ur merry state and says ur achievement is nothing! It had to happened n it did.. So don't damn rejoice n there is something more u still need to do. Wtf.. 

If u can't rejoice with me u can't spoil my merriment either.. U can care for me but don't be like a unsatisfied soul who wants everything as per her wish n time.. 

I thought not everyone thinks like this.. There r just a few selfish people who think only for themselves .. Now I realise everyone thinks similar just the timings r diff.. One is just blunt about it and one is pretentious. 

(I am not claiming to not fall in any such category) Like each one of us feels, I feel the same.. 'I'm always thinking right'.. Right now I just know that I have to fight my own battle n I have to find my own peace.. It's me who has to plan my life with all the abuses n advices I get.

I have somehow started living inline with peace n serenity.. Not because I could see anything better happening but because stressing out was not doing anything good to me. Trust me I don't want to leave this zone for anyone.. Specially for no one who has to think in their own ways n one sided. A sleepless night is all I achieve out of this..

I realised one more thing - the way you put forth your point is more important than the point itself. Even a concern can sound like aarghhh-just-shut-up and sarcasm a compliment.. Just say it right!!

A new Beginning or end of dreams... Small Things Big Meaning

"End of dreams" is a very large term.. but some day we all experience it. I do not know how much you would agree with this, for some it may be negative thinking for some its an unreasonable statement.

I am at a stage where i want to start a new life with my partner. Before i begin there are so many questions about my future. How will there be a future without a present!

Its all about what is NOT there. No one even wants to notice what is THERE. There is one house the question is why only one? There are two cars the question is why two? There is a big family the question is why not nuclear? Hope you know where i am getting to..

One big family means a huge support. Two cars means convenience to more than one person. One house means they dine together. Small things Big Meaning!

I am getting negative about things not because things are not working out the way i want them to but because the view about everyone around is so narrowed down. Suddenly the most savored emotions of Love Respect etc are being ignored.

One feels so left out and alone suddenly. You are surrounded with people but the ones whom you seek support from are no where to be seen. You hear so many words in just few hours but not the few positive words which you want to hear from so long.

Just hoping i do not leave my dream world- so calm so positive and beautiful..

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Back on blogging after almost a year..... just realized its so important to speak everything you think or feel..... but not all can hear it... u keep sulking...u decide to share your view on things..... no one understands or rather relates to your look out..... n u see no hope around that anything will change..... Thats y im back to blogging.... helps me to express myself.

Its not a informative blog... its a perspective to small small things in life which have some big meaning behind them :)

Its just the way you look at things !!!